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A Conflict
Hey, what's up? Nothing much here. Things are silly and ridiculous as always. I reached a breaking point today, but my emergency system kicked in and I stopped myself from doing something I regret. The details are irrelevant because you probably have similar memories or situations you've experienced. I'm so silly and crazy-sounding that it adds up and I explode into an emotional ruckus. I guess I'm so comfortable typing up weird shit to people that I just take it to the limit and I overdose or something. I inhale a 'drug' that permeates into my mind and I 'become' a highly content, self-assured person. Then again, I don't get out and talk much, but this week during classes things are liable to change. I don't care if no one's reading this so I'll keep going. Now I sound like an attention whore, but oh well, we all have quirks. I sit here cross-legged on a secondary computer that I don't use much. I wait for my sister to get off mine so I can enjoy some music and whatever else pops up (literally, get it? Har Har). My dad is asleep on a blanket next to my bed on the floor; the football game put him to sleep. I used to like falling asleep with the TV on, but not anymore. If I'm going to reach insanity at certain points, I guess you'll look good if you're a smart nut like Lecter. I make myself think at times that I'm too much into astrology, but it's a nice interesting thing to delve in once and a while. I figured I make a lot of people laugh that this is the reason you've read this far. Well, you're pretty awesome then. Thanks a lot. I read about Pisces and sometimes I make myself think, "Oh, it says I may be self-centered at times, well hell I hate self-centered people" or "Oh, it says I'm shy. Well, I have to be shy then?" Yeah, I know that's why they only say its for entertainment; that little disclaimer may keep one bleeding-heart fool from engrossing too much into it. The zodiac just sounds interesting overall. There's the Dreamer, the Protector, the Technician, and all those others. It gives our lives an interesting perspective to have labels like that. It's like...a fantasy that you just like to sit and inhale. It sounds cooool. If fifty people were reading this, I'd say maybe two are left. I say plenty of ambitious things to make myself feel better, but that's all they do: appease me at the moment. I don't usually don't act on it later on when I'm not so down. Don't worry, I'll be going to classes soon and I hope to give an effort to show myself. I'm very understanding. I know where people are coming from. I see all sides of a problem and that makes me indecisive. Whatever, thanks a lot for reading all this.
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